devastation and destruction

I've had enough!!!
The torment of playing this game!
(A roulette on my soul)

Radicated aversion
is all I've come to see!!!

Don't you remember me!?
In a Time where I was not stained
(Your Bloods on my hands)

I am, I am so sorry!

You're beautiful! So Beautiful!!!!

lying in a bed of crimson; As I drove the spear through your side!!!

What have I become?
tell me?
WHAT HAVE I BECOME!?!?

They've flung me into the pit!
stone by stone! Is cast upon me!
the water! floods over my head!
AM I LOST?!

I called on your name in the depths of the pit!
you came near! you came near and held me close!
you said "Do! Not! Fear!"

With a high hand I ignored your law!
Yet you hear my plea?

It began with a kiss, and it turned to so much more!

How? Can I live with myself?
knowing I'm a man who lost his word?
How? Can I live with myself?
knowing I ignored your word!

with action bears consequence
this is the reaping of what I've sewn!

though I still cry out!
you hold onto me!
as I'm screaming out!
you hold onto me!

still promising me.

DO. NOT. FEAR. x6