Thursday, December 22, 2011
The torment of playing this game!
(A roulette on my soul)
is all I've come to see!!!
Don't you remember me!?
In a Time where I was not stained
(Your Bloods on my hands)
I am, I am so sorry!
You're beautiful! So Beautiful!!!!
lying in a bed of crimson; As I drove the spear through your side!!!
What have I become?
WHAT HAVE I BECOME!?!?
They've flung me into the pit!
stone by stone! Is cast upon me!
the water! floods over my head!
AM I LOST?!
I called on your name in the depths of the pit!
you came near! you came near and held me close!
you said "Do! Not! Fear!"
With a high hand I ignored your law!
Yet you hear my plea?
It began with a kiss, and it turned to so much more!
How? Can I live with myself?
knowing I'm a man who lost his word?
How? Can I live with myself?
knowing I ignored your word!
with action bears consequence
this is the reaping of what I've sewn!
though I still cry out!
you hold onto me!
as I'm screaming out!
you hold onto me!
still promising me.
DO. NOT. FEAR. x6
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Jesus had and lived a life style unto which was completely BOLD for God and showed what he was truly about while still showing the true LOVE of what God is as well. He stood directly in the middle of the line and walked it and showed the narrow road which we all had lost along the way and yet I can not help but feel that as Christians we have this great message still and can convey it in as many different ways as possible but with out the true Bold Love that Christ had I can not help but think that it is squandered away lost in a way that can not be touched because in one hand, we want to say God says this you are wrong, and in the other Jesus said love and that is that.
When God made a Covenant with the Israelites he always had two parts. the first part was always pretty simple, follow me and I will bless you and help make life good even when the bad comes around. With the other, If you choose to not follow me I will have to punish you because because you agreed to be with me. So it is pretty obvious what is to go on. Yet the true purpose of this was to assure and confirm are love for God it was not for God to just say hey I will only love you or only hate you. Although somewhere along the lines we lost sight of that, and have come to the ultimate conclusion(since we can comprehend God now cuz we're sooooooo smart xp) that he is only one or the other not both, and if he can't be both because we said so and are able to make are own "God in a box"
So how can we walk this line? How can we follow in the foot steps of the perfect Rabbi? What is it that we are to do when all we know how to do is try?
In my honest opinion I think it is Love with the Passion that God had. Not only in this passion was it with God, but it was shown through God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit as well.
God Continues to Love us regardless of how we can hold up on our own, as long as we walk with him we will be shown what we really need to do to be a CHRISTIAN.
A perfect example of this in my opinion is Jesus at the well.
We all know the story, Jesus Goes to the well and the woman at the well fetches him some water. They start having a chat.(Note that this is like rule number one and two broken because she is a woman highly looked down on in this culture and two she was a Samarian and if you were a Jew like Jesus was you're not supposed to talk to them) then the conversation takes an interesting turn. lets read it shall we?
15 The woman *said to Him, “[c]Sir, give me this water, so I will not be thirsty nor come all the way here to draw.” 16 He *said to her, “Go, call your husband and come here.” 17 The woman answered and said, “I have no husband.” Jesus *said to her, “You have correctly said, ‘I have no husband’; 18 for you have had five husbands, and the one whom you now have is not your husband; this you have said truly.” 19 The woman *said to Him, “[d]Sir, I perceive that You are a prophet. 20 Our fathers worshiped in this mountain, and you people say that in Jerusalem is the place where men ought to worship.” 21 Jesus *said to her, “Woman, believe Me, an hour is coming when neither in this mountain nor in Jerusalem will you worship the Father. 22 You worship what you do not know; we worship what we know, for salvation is from the Jews. 23 But an hour is coming, and now is, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth; for such people the Father seeks to be His worshipers. 24 God is [e]spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth.” 25 The woman *said to Him, “I know that Messiah is coming (He who is called Christ); when that One comes, He will declare all things to us.” 26 Jesus *said to her, “I who speak to you am He.”
I think right in 23 is where it nails it on the head, no bible pun intended, but he states "the hour is coming and now is, when the true worshipers will worship the father in spirit and truth; for such people the father seeks to be his worshipers"
What is the truth? Gods Covenant.
How can we follow it? in spirit and in truth.
it seems almost sooooo easy!!!! but yet the truth we divide and split lines. the spirit we squander and hide away only wanting to what we like about it and the rest we hide for our own desires.
It is heart breaking to me to know that we all do this. We all fall short, even I do(not saying i'm super holy or something just to clear that up now. just a regular guy who likes the Bible and Jesus.... Alot....) but instead of seeking the truth or the calling in which we feel from the spirit we try to run another way and we try to pass it off as if it was nothing.
Where are these worshipers that God so desires? Where are the one who want to walk in the spirit and the truth? why is it that we are so afraid of not only God but ourselves that we choose to let the pettiest things cause a division among us so big that it leaves the devil with a grin across his face.
In Jeremiah 6:16 it says
16 Thus says the LORD,
“Stand by the ways and see and ask for the ancient paths,
Where the good way is, and walk in it;
And you will find rest for your souls.
But they said, ‘We will not walk in it.’
It clearly says Stand and watch and ask for the ancient paths and with God we can find rest for our souls. That we can walk in the good way, and that The Lord has said too.
So now I ask. Can we all look for this ancient path? Can we all have the truth and the spirit be with us and in us so that we can have our God look upon us and say" You, you are my CHILD, you are my CREATION, you walked in my SPIRIT, you are my CHRISTIAN. you are my TRUTH"
thanks for reading and Gods Blessings.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
A Prophecy Against the King of Tyre
1 The word of the LORD came to me: 2 “Son of man, say to the ruler of Tyre, ‘This is what the Sovereign LORD says:
“‘In the pride of your heart you say, “I am a god; I sit on the throne of a god in the heart of the seas.” But you are a mere mortal and not a god, though you think you are as wise as a god. 3 Are you wiser than Daniel[a]? Is no secret hidden from you? 4 By your wisdom and understanding you have gained wealth for yourself and amassed gold and silver in your treasuries. 5 By your great skill in trading you have increased your wealth, and because of your wealth your heart has grown proud.
6 “‘Therefore this is what the Sovereign LORD says:
“‘Because you think you are wise, as wise as a god, 7 I am going to bring foreigners against you, the most ruthless of nations; they will draw their swords against your beauty and wisdom and pierce your shining splendor. 8 They will bring you down to the pit, and you will die a violent death in the heart of the seas. 9 Will you then say, “I am a god,” in the presence of those who kill you? You will be but a mortal, not a god, in the hands of those who slay you. 10 You will die the death of the uncircumcised at the hands of foreigners.
I have spoken, declares the Sovereign LORD.’”
This scripture has inspired me to write, normally i would say it is like a song or simple idea but this time it is writing with a full fledged reason, and a just anger, and righteous furry because I am so irritated with the fact that we simply sit by and get stepped on by Satan (yes the devil) and just wait to see something happen. It is Time to take action for the war of are souls is a battle to be fought everyday.
"I am the Foreigner, For I am not of my own."
I refuse, for this willingness to let the uprising come of a dark agenda.
King of Trye, my eyes are aimed towards you
Abaddon, Your destruction shall be overwhelmed
Serpent of Old, my fathers blade shall overcome you!
For I am the hands and feet, the weapon for Gods cause
I am the chosen of the almighty, the hands he has prepared for war
The fingers made ready for battle
Corrected, Trained, Rebuked, and lifted through righteousness
My heart burns with justice towards you!
For I see the eyes of lion, stalking after the lords sheep,
I feel the fangs of the beast, as it digs into my inner being trying to tear me down
As i slowly bleed you watch, waiting for me to fall
waiting to claim victory, for tormenting one more soul
But I refuse, For the Lord is my strength
I refuse For my God has bleed out mercy
I refuse, For I am not my own
But the Foreigner in a land placed by God
Sent in to face a war beyond just flesh and blood
I am the presence in which you feared
I am soul overtaken by love
who refuses to foolishly ignore your works.
As the power of darkness dressed as the angel of light
I have seen through you Deceiver
Behold as I hold My LORDS Blade high
and Come to tear you off your throne
Behold as I will Shred through your beauty and wisdom
As MY GODS TRUTH pierces your false splendor
Here to deliver a holy war, I have been sent
I am the Foreigner, For I am not of my ownBut a child of God.