I've had enough!!!
The torment of playing this game!
(A roulette on my soul)
Radicated aversion
is all I've come to see!!!
Don't you remember me!?
In a Time where I was not stained
(Your Bloods on my hands)
I am, I am so sorry!
You're beautiful! So Beautiful!!!!
lying in a bed of crimson; As I drove the spear through your side!!!
What have I become?
tell me?
WHAT HAVE I BECOME!?!?
They've flung me into the pit!
stone by stone! Is cast upon me!
the water! floods over my head!
AM I LOST?!
I called on your name in the depths of the pit!
you came near! you came near and held me close!
you said "Do! Not! Fear!"
With a high hand I ignored your law!
Yet you hear my plea?
It began with a kiss, and it turned to so much more!
How? Can I live with myself?
knowing I'm a man who lost his word?
How? Can I live with myself?
knowing I ignored your word!
with action bears consequence
this is the reaping of what I've sewn!
though I still cry out!
you hold onto me!
as I'm screaming out!
you hold onto me!
still promising me.
DO. NOT. FEAR. x6